Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Going to Asheville to Find a 2nd Home

Pray for me! Even if you are not a great believer in prayer! I need all the spiritual, emotional, universal support I can get! Tomorrow morning I journey to Charleston to pick up my Little Mother, and then together, we go to the Asheville area to look for a place for me to escape to when the FL weather threatens to undo me! This is really important to my life.

The longer I live in FL the more I dread June to November, or Tropical Storm/Hurricane Season. It's like NOTHING I ever knew in the Northeast! I fear the storms, and the devastation that accompanies them! My head knows how irrational this is, but I am consumed with a visceral dread of the storms.

Not only do I need mountains for my soul, but I need respite from this dread!

And how I miss the hiking, being in a natural world that feels like home to me. Forget the notion that all the natural world is home! I need my woods! I'm so torn by this issue.

Whatever power there is that can divine and untangle our souls, I am in need of for this. For years, I have espoused the Lakota saying, "Mitakuyasin" - translated as "we are all related: or "all my relations". But the FL natural world seems forbidding and alien to me. I need my "Piney Wood Hills".

I just want a small place near to the mountains that will allow me to find hiking trails and natural woodland spots where I feel at home. No matter whether that even seems rational! It's my fondest wish and prayer!

Posted by Barbara Norris at 11:47 PM

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2 comments:

Anonymous said...

May you find the sanctuary you crave.

Once I moved from the Midwest to the West, I never looked back. I don't need to hike in mountains, but I certainly need to LOOK at them. My problem with Florida is not the storms or bugs (we have them in Hawaii, too), but the FLATNESS. I don't mind living 1/2 mile from the ocean when I am 600 feet up and can see for miles.

12:42 AM
Brooke - Little Miss Moi said...

Dear luciluna. I hope you found somewhere! That fear and dread sounds really awful to live with for months on end.

12:49 AM

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